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This is a strange question coming from a missionary. But it’s a question that I’ve wrestled with many times in my life — even as I’m serving in a mission field thousands of miles from my comfortable, low-risk life in the United States. I think, What am I doing here? Is this life that I’ve chosen really worth it? And I know I’m not the only one who wonders…

Is faith nonsense?

Why is it so hard to believe in God? If he’s really there, why doesn’t he reveal himself to the world? Why does God hide from us? Why does such an important question — Is there a God and does he care about me? — require

so

much

faith?

As I said, I’ve wrestled with these questions many times in my life. Ultimately, I’ve come to the conclusion that yes, it is worth it. I do believe in the God of the Bible. I believe in Jesus, his death on the cross, and his Resurrection. I believe God loves me and has a plan for my life. (And by the way, I don’t believe that God hides from us, I believe we hide from him.)

But at times I still wrestle.

God, I’m going through a crisis, why don’t you do something?

God, do you even care about the pain I’m going through?

God, are you there?

Faith is a struggle. The Bible says that faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. It’s not easy. I know that a lot of the readers of this blog have decided, as I have, that faith is not nonsense. It is worth it. But there are also a lot of readers who are searching. And still others who’ve given up the search.

My advice (not that you asked for it)?

Start searching. Continue questioning. Keep wrestling.

Actually, I hope that all of us — Christians, Jews, Muslims, Buddhists, Hindus, Atheists, Agnostics — keep wrestling. Challenge what you believe (or don’t believe). Don’t believe everything you hear on TV (especially if you’re watching a televangelist).

Read.

Study.

Question.

Discuss.

Wrestle.

My prayer is that you will decide that faith is not nonsense. God is real. He does love you. He does want a relationship with you.

But even more than this prayer, I hope that you continue wrestling.

I admit, I didn’t come up with the idea for this post on my own. Well, first of all I have to make a disclaimer. I read a lot and listen to a lot of “Godcasts.” So, who knows what’s really an original thought and what’s something I’ve read or heard but have no idea where or when I read or heard it? I have a lot of random data floating around in my brain. But in the case of this particular topic, it’s not random data. I got the idea from a great message I listened to from Erwin McManus, pastor of Mosaic in Los Angeles, a few months back. I highly recommend the podcast. Here’s the link.

And now I’d love to hear from you. Is faith nonsense? Has there been a time in your life when you’ve wrestled with this question? What was your answer? Or is the answer still to be determined?!

Thanks for allowing me to contribute to Friendly Christian! I’m excited to be involved in the discussion.

I look forward to your comments…

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